I love it when anons/guests find my works and kudo/leave reviews, but given the new revelation that Elon Musk is using bots to mine AO3 fanfiction for a writing AI without writer’s permission, my works are now archive-locked and only available for people with an AO3 account.
the amusing irony of fanfic authors being upset that someone is using their ideas without permission
So I was on board over a month ago when people were first like re:Kanye “hey, mental illness positivity not extending past sadgirl stuff to like mania is kinda BS”, like even to the extent you stay in control it’s at full power with no brakes and limited steering and you end up in weird places sometimes, long-timers remember the time I was interpreting apocryphal Mormon prophecy
but honestly, having high-profile outbursts every week and a half while your Twitter is the same kinda 24/7 wild it’s always been isn’t really what manic episodes look like
From personal experience I can say that being bipolar you rack up experience that leaves you with a comparative advantage operating in fight-or-flight mode, which can be elaborated into social strategies of amping things up past the level others are comfortable following, I could see that going on, maybe there’s mental comorbitities
ETA: This is a discussion of Goncharov as a meme and how it relates to Queer culture, therefore I am not tagging it with the “unreality” tag. Goncharov is not a real film, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t important; for reasons I will now explain.
I may be going crazy, but I think I am on to something regarding the true meaning of the whole Goncharov phenomenon, and it’s kind of related to Vaporwave and the image that people who didn’t grow up in the 1980s or early 1990s (or who have hazy memories of it from their earliest childhood) have enshrined it in the “aesthetic” of vaporwave. But while the themes of Vaporwave are tied to capitalism and consumerism, the “aesthetic” of the 1970s has very different associations.
The whole 70s-to-80s transitional vibe is a favorite topic of mine: right before the Muskrat bought twitter, I tweeted a whole thread about how Panos Cosmatos channels that whole vibe better than nearly any director I’ve ever seen. (Yes, even Quentin Tarantino - fight me.)
People are watching the new Star Wars media, which are all based around the Original Trilogy and therefore have sort of the same 70s “aesthetic look” of the time in which those movies were made. George Lucas was incorporating and repurposing as much regular stuff that existed in the 1970s that he could, and it contributed to his “used, lived in future” vibe that I think people really glommed onto when they saw the films.
For example: Aunt Beru’s outfit from the first film looks like something the actress could have worn on the street in 1977 without anyone giving her a second glance.
People all over the film (but particularly in the scenes on Tatooine) were wearing regular clothes and then making them over or putting accessories over them to make them look futuristic and alien; “Star Wars Bounding” before that was really even a thing. Their regular 1970s street clothes.
This is related to Goncharov because: people are watching Andor and The Mandalorian, and they’re starting to ask “what happened to the 1970s aesthetic? Why don’t we bring that back?”
The joke about the Goncharov film hoax is how it’s a “forgotten film” and about “analyzing the themes of Goncharov.” About themes of homoeroticism, about two men (one of them a Discotheque owner on the run from a repressive regime) and two women who are in love, all of whom are unable to consummate that love, because of toxic masculinity and cultural expectations. About clocks being a frequent and repeating symbol - about the characters’ time running out. And the film basically disappearing from public knowledge and being forgotten for decades because these themes were “ahead of their time.” (All of this originating from a post about a pair of knockoff boots.)
Because this is a metaphor for the LGBTIQ experience in the 1970s if ever there was one. About a time when an intersection of Queer-BIPOC culture proudly asserted itself for a single shining moment in time - then was eventually subject to both a bigoted, racist backlash and a horrific epidemic so damaging and deadly that we’re still analyzing the human cost and the effect it had on society as a whole. Queer culture exploded onto the scene in the 1970s - and then its time suddenly ran out. Or was cut short.
Goncharov - or rather, the spirit and the moment in time that it represents - wasn’t “forgotten.” It was buried. First under a racist, homophobic/transphobic backlash, then by the malignancy of Reaganism and the AIDS virus that Reagan and his policies enabled to spread and kill thousands. Under the sneering condescension and bigotry of the people who want this spirit to stay buried.
But this spirit is unkillable. Tumblr just gave this spirit a name: Goncharov.
This same spirit is in Andor, to a point - because Queer culture is being actively repressed by the usual bigots and fascists, and Star Wars in general has a running theme of resisting oppression, and it is firmly anchored to its 1970s roots despite taking place “a long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away.” Spoiler warning for the Andor season finale: but it was impossible for me to see the scenes of rebellion and not flash back on this recent tweet from Dan Savage in the wake of the Club Q shooting:
(“Out of the bars, into the streets!”)
One of the things I think about all the time is what would have been if the right wing bigoted backlash had been turned back, and how things might be different if Reaganism and the AIDS crisis had never happened. What our culture might have become. How much further ahead we might be than we are now.
We’re still facing that same toxic right wing backlash right now, but it’s our duty to resist and survive however we can, hoping that this time we might turn the tide.
Stonewall lives. Disco lives. Goncharov lives. Long live the Rebellion.
Was looking for a book today when I saw these various animal books all on the same shelf and noticed their titles made a nice little impromptu poem about veterinary medicine
Nobody has mentioned this but I am so glad you did! I’ve never heard of spine poetry and I love the concept. I found these titles at a used bookstore that stacks books pretty freely so I will most definitely be scanning the spines for poetry every time I go
I seriously think that in the next couple years you’re going to see so many people experience paranoia re: whether any given text/image they’re looking at is AI-generated that it will be a clinically-recognized condition. It’s happening to me to some extent, and I’m watching it happen on art sites like DA/Pixiv.
The trend of making paranoid delusions real marches steadily onward
You can tell from some of the pixels and from seeing quite a few pieces of AI art in your time.
