{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "Wednesday afternoon I suddenly switched from a month of vague self-hatred (and a week of specific) to a sudden shimmering...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/87292722468/", "html": "<p>Wednesday afternoon I suddenly switched from a month of vague self-hatred (and a week of specific) to a sudden shimmering conquering confidence; Thursday evening I rattled off a few multi paragraph posts on The Nature Of Important Things; Friday morning and I still can\u2019t get drunk enough to fall asleep, guess I\u2019m in manic stage </p>\n\n<p>I don\u2019t have a thing against self-diagnosis as such (obvs., type II bipolar/\u201dtype II \u2018bipolar\u2019\u201d tyvm) but a lot of the people who catch shit for it I mean correct, you can tell from their writing they don\u2019t even have first-order self-awareness on lock</p>"}