{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "Realizing that now that the anxiety zeroing means I don't need the anxiolytic effect of alcohol (that's what \"I don't need...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/726064377634111488/", "html": "<p>Realizing that now that the anxiety zeroing means I don&rsquo;t need the anxiolytic effect of alcohol (that&rsquo;s what &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t need alcohol/drugs to have fun!&rdquo; <i>means</i>) and I&rsquo;m also not compulsively drawn to order and down drinks just cuz I&rsquo;m at a bar, I could stand to go driving further afield at nights.</p>"}