{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "I'm just glad you occasionally acknowledge what a lucky son of a bitch you are, otherwise you'd be completely intolerable.", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/723015729432166400/", "html": "<div class=\"question\"><strong>Anonymous</strong> asked: <p>I'm just glad you occasionally acknowledge what a lucky son of a bitch you are, otherwise you'd be completely intolerable. </p></div>\n<p>Yeah even when I had anxiety combining with the depression side of manic depression I didn&rsquo;t think of myself as particularly <i>unfortunate</i> in any particular area, social stuff <i>wasn&rsquo;t my thing</i> but well within common norms</p><p>The <i>first</i> miracle, just the personality change stuff, well that&rsquo;s weird like brains are weird and everyone&rsquo;s gonna have something be the weirdest thing that happened in their life, and mine also takes weirdest thing to ever happen to anyone I know, so that&rsquo;s kinda neat.</p><p>The <i>second</i> miracle, the creatine weight loss thing, insane how that&rsquo;s perfectly on track to take all the fat I built in life and leave me attractively slim with like no effort, but I do feel some agency by way of figuring it out and it seems fitting that I get <i>some</i> kind of reward for putting everything together there (while still deliriously half-brained!) to fix it <i>immediately</i> </p><p>The <i>third</i> miracle, this muscle gain testosterone stuff, it&rsquo;s like you already gilded the lily, what are you doing now, gilding the gilding? <i>Fuck</i>, man.</p>"}