Okay, didn’t have initiative for\u2026 initiatives, but the non-disorder anxiety let me take action against things annoying me in my direct line of sight, and then things I can see from there, so I tidied up the front room some and did a round of weeding to catch the stuff that last rain brought.
At one point an old blackberry rhizome put up its first shoot in a while, I got it with the mattock but just swinging that thing tangibly decreased my mental/spiritual initiative, which was interesting.
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