{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "I'm not accomplishing anything, which I didn't expect to while this anxiety return mania plays out, but the non-disorder anxiety...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/721324832305938432/", "html": "<p>I&rsquo;m not accomplishing anything, which I didn&rsquo;t expect to while this anxiety return mania plays out, but the non-disorder anxiety at least allowed me to take the initiative to <i>make some arrangements</i> to clear a week or two</p><p>It is funny though, I&rsquo;m just not getting the restless drive to go accomplish action items so I just sit in my chair by the window, but then thinking about the fact that I&rsquo;m not even though <i>nothing&rsquo;s stopping me and I could</i> just has me in a loop thinking poorly of myself for not getting anything done even though I <i>specifically</i> blocked off the time to do nothing. </p><p>Anxiety, man!</p>"}