I’m not accomplishing anything, which I didn’t expect to while this anxiety return mania plays out, but the non-disorder anxiety at least allowed me to take the initiative to make some arrangements to clear a week or two

It is funny though, I’m just not getting the restless drive to go accomplish action items so I just sit in my chair by the window, but then thinking about the fact that I’m not even though nothing’s stopping me and I could just has me in a loop thinking poorly of myself for not getting anything done even though I specifically blocked off the time to do nothing.

Anxiety, man!