{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "Hm, I suspect that the anxiety zeroing removed the depressive effect of sleep deficits not only i.e. making me depressed, but...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/715062454801072128/", "html": "<p>Hm, I suspect that the anxiety zeroing removed the depressive effect of sleep deficits not only i.e. making me <i>depressed</i>, but <i>prepping me to fall unconscious</i>. I just wake up after 6 hours sleep <b>aware</b> that I&rsquo;m not fully rested but with none of the normal ease of turning over and falling back asleep that comes with that (none of the unpleasantness, though) \u2013 it only <i>affects me</i> at the point I&rsquo;m nodding off, though thankfully the anxiety zeroing has made it easier to sleep in general \u2013 I don&rsquo;t need such <i>absolute</i> insensate tranquility.</p><p>So I find myself building up sleep deficit night after night until I just spend an epic 14-hour night in bed </p>"}