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space-wizards asked:

friendly warning and/or prediction: you've been real chatty recently, which has looked like a prelude to mania before. Wonder how long it'll take before the \"no, I'm not manic, I know what mania feels like\" phase starts.

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Yeah, there’s that, but I’ve noticed it lately too. It really felt like it was building up to a mania a month and change back (my normal cycle is around 6 months) but then it disappointed and in retrospect the intense imminent expectation of it might have been the mania? And then things started to slope down afterwards.

But my manias have actually been pretty irregular since the personality change, no two the same, so ???

I honestly think it might be I’ve been having stronger coffee this week. Hm, if the anxiety zeroing is stripping the badfeel and making it hard to notice when I’m tired, maybe it’s also leading me to underappreciate overcaffeinization (which I’m tempted to by the sleep deficit I’m building unnoticed)? Hmm.

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