I love that I can jerk off about guys now. That’s just so neat!
Could you not before?
No, I was straight my whole life, I actually tried “bihacking” myself as a teen but while I succeeded in dispelling any aversion to m/m sexuality I ultimately had to accept I was just not into it. But in 2020 I caught Covid before vaccines existed, it spread to my brain and caused enough damage there that my existing personality was no longer viable, and after a period of depersonalization I generated a new one that is different in some major respects, including being bisexual.
Well, I experienced it as that narrative, but rather than “the old personality became unviable, so I generated a new one”, it’s possible that selfhood-focused brain structures became so affected it was not possible to maintain any personality and by the time that wore off permanent damage had altered mine
