{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "I love that I can jerk off about guys now. That's just so neat!", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/712345028179132416/", "html": "<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"https://ecrivainsolitaire.tumblr.com/post/712333224607727616/any-particular-reason-you-tried-bihacking\" target=\"_blank\">ecrivainsolitaire</a>:</p><blockquote><p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"/post/710199691292344320/\" target=\"_blank\">kontextmaschine</a>:</p><blockquote><p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"https://sighinastorm.tumblr.com/post/710197056543817728/could-you-not-before\" target=\"_blank\">sighinastorm</a>:</p><blockquote><p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"/post/710195738242678784/\" target=\"_blank\">kontextmaschine</a>:</p><blockquote><p>I love that I can jerk off about guys now. That&rsquo;s just so neat!</p></blockquote><p>Could you not before? </p></blockquote><p>No, I was straight my whole life, I actually tried &ldquo;bihacking&rdquo; myself as a teen but while I succeeded in dispelling any <i>aversion</i> to m/m sexuality I ultimately had to accept I was just not <i>into</i> it. But in 2020 I caught Covid before vaccines existed, it spread to my brain and caused enough damage there that my existing personality was no longer viable, and after a period of depersonalization I generated a new one that is different in some major respects, including being bisexual. </p></blockquote><p>Any particular reason you tried bihacking?</p></blockquote>\n<p>I thought it would be neat to be bi. And it is! The one thing that caught me off guard \u2013 both jerking off and sex with girls are appreciably hotter now. Because apparently once you&rsquo;re into guys, &ldquo;male sexual pleasure is a turn-on&rdquo; includes your own.</p>"}