{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "I love that I can jerk off about guys now. That's just so neat!", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/710199691292344320/", "html": "<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"https://sighinastorm.tumblr.com/post/710197056543817728/could-you-not-before\" target=\"_blank\">sighinastorm</a>:</p><blockquote><p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"/post/710195738242678784/\" target=\"_blank\">kontextmaschine</a>:</p><blockquote><p>I love that I can jerk off about guys now. That&rsquo;s just so neat!</p></blockquote><p>Could you not before? </p></blockquote>\n<p>No, I was straight my whole life, I actually tried &ldquo;bihacking&rdquo; myself as a teen but while I succeeded in dispelling any <i>aversion</i> to m/m sexuality I ultimately had to accept I was just not <i>into</i> it. But in 2020 I caught Covid before vaccines existed, it spread to my brain and caused enough damage there that my existing personality was no longer viable, and after a period of depersonalization I generated a new one that is different in some major respects, including being bisexual. </p>"}