So, mentally and behaviorally pulled it back together but finding myself limited by the difficulty of making new friends past 30. The girls I’ve dallied with\u2026 it’s actually pretty impressive how deep you can go into customizing around someone’s psyche and not actually form any sort of personal connection.
Luckily the anxiety zeroing has apparently killed any need for human connection and I’m just fine by myself indefinitely, but I do think it would be better otherwise.
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