So at this point if I put my palm flat against my chest and slide it down the front of my torso I never feel my belly begin as a...
So at this point if I put my palm flat against my chest and slide it down the front of my torso I never feel my belly begin as a distinct region. This means I’m now thinner than since I was 10, though more muscled.
Nice, but once again weird how I’d long had some sense that at some point in the future I would just become thin and sexy and suave for no particular reason, without implementing any particular change and yeah, that’s exactly what happened.
I guess one way to see it is with the second COVID case that seemed to mess with aerobic energy generation I got attacked by the Metabolism Demon and won and gained mastery of that domain
(The first, brain one was like… the Allism Demon?)
Wait no, the “emotional rushes”? That kinda makes sense
Which were how when my bipolar mood went up it manifested as interpersonal energy like I had never seen, after when the personality change first happened I kept talking to girls in bars with my conscious effort set where “everyday casual” had always been and unintentionally seducing them…