{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "Have been kinda confused, doing some things I haven't in a while \u2013 sitting all day without thinking do go out, letting new...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/693608954622771200/", "html": "<p>Have been kinda confused, doing some things I haven&rsquo;t in a while \u2013 sitting all day without thinking do go out, letting new packages pile up unemplaced in the front room, being told I&rsquo;m posting &ldquo;like 2017&rdquo;, a little mini-manic energy a few days ago</p><p>I really I think that when that last mania brought the anxiety back and the old personality (substantially a complement to that) came back, it may not have fully left with the anxiety. Which is interesting, I can follow some more pessimistic trains of thought through but then set them aside and not fixate or have to counterbalance.</p>"}