{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "So yeah, I guess this is mania, just like a vacation back to the old personality. Nice parts: I'm used to going about life like...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/690874745889095680/", "html": "<p>So yeah, I guess this is mania, just like a vacation back to the old personality. Nice parts: I&rsquo;m used to going about life like normal like this. Shitty parts: there&rsquo;s no fun hyperactivity, or passion, or creativity, it&rsquo;s all going into anxiety. Which isn&rsquo;t even as bad as the old personality was and still <b>sucks</b>. I caught myself convincing myself that everyone somewhere I go hates me by working up a bouncing-path reasoning that could conceivably account for two separate things I encountered.</p>"}