{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "One thing about the personality change is I am now only able to feel guilt or regret to at most 20% of the extent I used to be...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/676299530925408256/", "html": "<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"/post/676231492228284416/\" target=\"_blank\">kontextmaschine</a>:</p><blockquote><p>One thing about the personality change is I am now only able to feel guilt or regret to at <b>most</b> 20% of the extent I used to be able to</p></blockquote>\n<p>Rejection, too. Like, don&rsquo;t get the impression I&rsquo;m some irresistible lover now, I think any given encounter is probably more charming and early on it was like black magic but I get rejected a LOT these days, I&rsquo;m more outgoing and bolder and make a lot more passes in large part because I <i>mind</i> being shot down a lot less</p>"}