kontextmaschine:

One thing about the personality change is I am now only able to feel guilt or regret to at most 20% of the extent I used to be able to

Rejection, too. Like, don’t get the impression I’m some irresistible lover now, I think any given encounter is probably more charming and early on it was like black magic but I get rejected a LOT these days, I’m more outgoing and bolder and make a lot more passes in large part because I mind being shot down a lot less