Buying a lot of stuff expensive enough the anxiety had made me hesitant, even where the underlying calculation was good.

Like, my “dark” scent (my “light” scent is Guerlain Vetiver) has moved to double-size bottles so it’s three hundred and seventy-five goddamn dollars to reup, though the 50ml one lasted me like 5 years and I’d definitely value it above $38/yr and this one has a better pump besides but still, yikes