Part of my getting all invested in the yard, Blueberry Hill and all, lawn & tree stuff, is even before the pandemic, even before I went clutch-in for the personality change delirium, by 2019 at latest I could tell things were safe again but the culture would just have to grind through some stuff for a few years before it came out fresh and malleable again on the other side, and this was something I didn’t have anything particularly useful to offer worth being pulled off course and consumed for, so I might as well find something else to occupy myself with and draw satisfaction from for a bit