Hm, I remember yesterday as a normal day but I passed out in bed at like 7PM, had an exceedingly weird half-asleep experience, and then woke up to realize I didn’t recognize like any of the last two days of social media at all, including tumblr from during a time I was posting and under the impression I was following things, so where the fuck was my head at instead?
So, apparently not not-crazy yet, I’ve noticed the fugueing seems to happen around the come-on and come-off of the emotional rushes, so that gives me some purchase for dealing with it, but I have to say that “one of the initial signs something is off is you basically lose directional control of your self for several days and go on autopilot without noticing” is suboptimal.
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