{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "You know, the bipolar stuff wasn't really whimsical enough, but this is definitely in that Manic Pixie Delirium of the\ufffc Endless...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/661336995691446272/", "html": "<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"/post/661336571399831552/\" target=\"_blank\">kontextmaschine</a>:</p><blockquote><p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/fruityyamenrunner/661335069677518848\" target=\"_blank\">fruityyamenrunner</a>:</p><blockquote><p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"/post/661333148085501952/\" target=\"_blank\">kontextmaschine</a>:</p><blockquote><p>You know, the bipolar stuff wasn&rsquo;t really whimsical enough, but this is definitely in that Manic Pixie Delirium of the\ufffc Endless sweet spot of functional but definitely not sane</p></blockquote><p>i have reached the point where i want to see an outside opinion because this sort of rebirth thing has a wide range from &ldquo;what? no nothing is different about him. he said what?&rdquo; to &ldquo;*smile with sad eyes*&rdquo;</p></blockquote><p>If I go permanently crazy I&rsquo;m more likely to be some Rasputin-style mad mystic than the guy having arguments with the air in the warehouse district, and you can still do things with that.</p><p>I can basically still format and write my thoughts into a paragraph of text like that by muscle memory, for example.</p></blockquote>\n<p>Also like, <a class=\"tumblelog\" href=\"https://tmblr.co/Me2YQsBOB07lRyuVuJnHykg\" target=\"_blank\">@ethnianmandarin</a>, the friend who&rsquo;s actually experienced this full-force is a fellow Former Gifted Kid Thinking Her Way Through Mental Illness so I&rsquo;m not sure if you&rsquo;d count that as a useful input for your purposes anyway.</p>"}