"Met up with another reader, and it was also great but getting out and dealing with people again really drives home that I’m...
"Met up with another reader, and it was also great but getting out and dealing with people again really drives home that I’m facing full-spectrum neural… like it doesn’t feel like impediment or impairment but deleveling, I speak and move with the unpracticed roughness of an elementary schooler but I seem to be making actual progress" ... so, turns out the "new personality after undergoing oxygen deprivation" thing is maybe just brain damage?
“I feel agitated about it, then months later have a manic cycle then kick off another one on the comedown and I’m mentally unsettled for a month and then the physical stuff intensifies months later” doesn’t match a simple oxygen deprivation etiology, no