Shortly after the personality shift I was like “uhh I’m into guys now, should I start fetishizing my ass?” and someone was like “no, do NOT start concentrating on your rectum as a site of pleasure” and in response people were like “lol totally concentrate on your rectum as a site of pleasure” and DMed me tips how
And independently of this I was becoming aware of my rectum as a site of pleasure, like just noticing it, but in retrospect I think that was just part of me suddenly appreciating the whole male body as a potential site of pleasure, prior to that I already appreciated pegging I think substantially for the gendered transgression, in any case the joke is I’ve discovered with men I’m a top
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