{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "ah god been up like 80 hours cant go to sleep suddenly like moderate fatigue now but no tiredness, i lose the thread on long...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/642083657861988352/", "html": "<p><a href=\"/post/642083009081769984/\" class=\"tumblr_blog\" target=\"_blank\">kontextmaschine</a>:</p><blockquote><p><a href=\"/post/642040101421105152/\" class=\"tumblr_blog\" target=\"_blank\">kontextmaschine</a>:</p><blockquote><p>ah god been up like 80 hours cant go to sleep suddenly like moderate fatigue now but no tiredness, i lose the thread on long boring multi-clause sentences but no microsleeps, this is dumb<br/></p></blockquote>\n<p>managed right after that, thanks in part to a rainshower that set the atmosphere and soundtrack. that was weird, no feeling of intensity like my earlier thought-bipolar insomnias that lasted at most 40 or so, just a kind of clarity, like when you\u2019re coming down from LSD and it took the place of a sleep cycle<br/></p></blockquote>\n<p>towards the end my back muscles were killing me from never losing tone and I redeveloped the ability to catastrophize like I haven\u2019t since the personality change cut my anxiety and spent some time appreciating my concerns for the arc of Portland and my life<br/></p>"}