Hm, had bad brain fog since I woke up, eventually went to the yard to trim up a big branch I had felled and just… failed. Losing the plot, walking in circles, no hand-eye coordination, had to do muscle movements like “squeeze the handles of the shear together” manually, focusing on each one

Some of the weirder stuff I’ve been experiencing includes some sort of dissociation, I think this is related. Haven’t smoked any weed since I woke up so it’s not that but it feels kinda indica couchlocky.

I hope that’s not how the new personality processes depressive phases. I suppose the fact I’m consciously noticing it now is a step forward.