{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "Well, this has been the first day in a while where I didn't feel actively crazy at any point", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/624026044191621120/", "html": "<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"/post/623780739139436544/\" target=\"_blank\">kontextmaschine</a>:</p><blockquote><p>Well, this has been the first day in a while where I didn&rsquo;t feel actively crazy at any point</p></blockquote>\n<p>Like from the episode where I was first like &ldquo;haha that&rsquo;s hilarious I&rsquo;m into guys like this&rdquo; the up states had been coming more often and more irregularly with both classic and new weird symptoms, and then the symptoms started coming outside the bounds of any particular &ldquo;episode&rdquo; and I really felt &ldquo;crazy&rdquo; as I never had before in my life, things were physical and there was weird shit I haven&rsquo;t told you about yet</p><p>And now it&rsquo;s just gone, just\u2026 calm. Eye-of-the-storm calm, maybe. But if I come out of this successfully reintegrated, bisexual and <i>with</i> the ability to operate in charisma mode, <i>hoo boy</i>, it&rsquo;ll be like that part in the original Final Fantasy where your party upgrades to their adult classes</p>"}