kontextmaschine:

Well, this has been the first day in a while where I didn’t feel actively crazy at any point

Like from the episode where I was first like “haha that’s hilarious I’m into guys like this” the up states had been coming more often and more irregularly with both classic and new weird symptoms, and then the symptoms started coming outside the bounds of any particular “episode” and I really felt “crazy” as I never had before in my life, things were physical and there was weird shit I haven’t told you about yet

And now it’s just gone, just… calm. Eye-of-the-storm calm, maybe. But if I come out of this successfully reintegrated, bisexual and with the ability to operate in charisma mode, hoo boy, it’ll be like that part in the original Final Fantasy where your party upgrades to their adult classes