So one continuing to be funny thing is that I have not been bisexual so I’ve never developed any tastes or kinks in men to hook on to

Like I guess I could get Grindr and be someone’s str8 cocksucker fantasy but that’d be their kink and I don’t have a “serving men” thing

I was like well maybe check gay pornhub to see what the major kinks are supposed to be but honestly it felt like work when the straight categories I already know are available right there

I was thinking “okay maybe just be more aware of your rectum as a site of sensation to start off with” but I realized the main sensory associations I have with that are shitting, and fuck, I don’t want to sexually fixate on that