Have now multiple times told people how nuts I feel rn and had them be surprised because from my vibe they had been reading me as particularly smooth and affable

Like, when I say my hypomanic periods have gone from +3 INT to +3 CHA, when I talk about seducing people without even meaning to, that’s what +3 CHA means

For how bullshit it is the look into what it’s like to be a different person is fascinating, so much so that exploring this new personality is probably going to be what I remember 2020 for