{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "Man Monday was a pretty solid day and it started before I was even awake - had possibly the most intense set of dreams in my...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/44721554928/", "html": "<p>Man Monday was a pretty solid day and it started before I was even awake - had possibly the most intense set of dreams in my life (and each one involved discovering a new building on my old college campus) but yesterday - yesterday night especially - was just grinding and mean.<br/><br/>And the weird thing was everyone seemed tense yesterday. It was like a double full moon. Maybe it was mood swings from the contested beginning of spring<br/><br/>(or maybe I got in a bad feedback loop? this distant, superior manner &ndash; I&rsquo;ve intentionally cultivated it since before I was 6 and I suspect it might be a defense against the fact that I&rsquo;m actually too good at reading and mirroring emotions)<br/><br/>I should find another dojo, I miss hitting people and getting hit.</p>"}