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I have been having ridiculous mood swings these past 4 or 5 days. Complete cycle every 10 hours or so, from my dreams I can tell it doesn’t even stop in my sleep.

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At first I didn’t even have the awareness to notice.

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At second I didn’t understand.

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At third or fourth I got it:

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I lived in Los Angeles since I moved after college. Showed up October of 2005.

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Now I live in Portland.

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This is the first time I’ve actually felt spring start in a while.

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Young man’s fancy turns to love, &tc, &tc.

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Completely correct. Ever since I’ve had crushes I would be crazy crushing around this time of year. Even a lot of my fall crushes started this time and got rekindled the following scholastic year.

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Warm season, pollen, hormones, mammalian ancestry, evopsych blah blah blah

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I haven’t had crushes since I’ve left college.

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Ooooooh, I am looking forward to this.

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