{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "So I've said I'm really tired and in a \"brain fog\" lately, maybe a physicalization of my depressive swings\nWell today after I...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/190673026068/", "html": "<p>So I&rsquo;ve said I&rsquo;m really tired and in a &ldquo;brain fog&rdquo; lately, maybe a physicalization of my depressive swings</p><p>Well today after I woke up but before I fully came to I was running for a bus to a pinball tournament (because I slept half the day, <i>past 6</i>) and I just could not physically coordinate my legs to run, it was weird</p><p>It still hadn&rsquo;t fully cleared by when I got to the arcade so when I saw a DDR machine I was like &ldquo;obviously, let&rsquo;s test this mechanic&rdquo;. I was afraid the tune of Butterfly would wake me up like caffeine, but no, I can do that song in my sleep and I just <i>could not do it</i> \u2013 I&rsquo;d send the right signals but my legs were just not cooperating, the jump between up/down and left/right splits was especially horrible</p>"}