So I’ve said I’m really tired and in a “brain fog” lately, maybe a physicalization of my depressive swings

Well today after I woke up but before I fully came to I was running for a bus to a pinball tournament (because I slept half the day, past 6) and I just could not physically coordinate my legs to run, it was weird

It still hadn’t fully cleared by when I got to the arcade so when I saw a DDR machine I was like “obviously, let’s test this mechanic”. I was afraid the tune of Butterfly would wake me up like caffeine, but no, I can do that song in my sleep and I just could not do it – I’d send the right signals but my legs were just not cooperating, the jump between up/down and left/right splits was especially horrible