{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "my first preference for what to do with my life is to throw myself into selfish hedonism \u2013 if I enjoyed bingeing TV or going to...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/185857786278/", "html": "<p><a href=\"https://etirabys.tumblr.com/post/185857738364/my-first-preference-for-what-to-do-with-my-life-is\" class=\"tumblr_blog\" target=\"_blank\">etirabys</a>:</p>\n\n<blockquote><p>my first preference for what to do with my life is to throw myself into selfish hedonism \u2013 if I enjoyed bingeing TV or going to parties or having lots of sex, I would be doing little else in my free time \u2013 but, because it turns out I don\u2019t like most activities, events, noises, or people, I must reluctantly turn to complex values like civilizational progress/prosperity and art and ethics for the psychological rewards that make life bearable</p></blockquote>"}