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kontextmaschine:

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me: ::wants to get into fights::

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me: :walks around like he\u2019s willing to get into fights::

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me: ::learns how to fight, to prepare for fights::

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me: ::walks around like someone who knows how to fight::

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me: ::doesn\u2019t get in fights::

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me: wtf

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also me: wait

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I don\u2019t believe Kissinger has a bodyguard, if you want to start something somewhere.

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I got no beef w/Kissinger tho, I think the whole problem is I don\u2019t got enough beefs, I was raised in a professional class bubble and even my rejections of that were received as \u201cedgy\u201d or \u201ccheeky\u201d, History Boys shit and not something to throw down on

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And I\u2019m looking back on my raising and realizing my (maybe 3 cycles back where most were 2) dad was trying to invite me to that hazing through Catholic schools, fraternities, the Army, but cuz I grew up setting my \u201ctrue culture\u201d to late 70s-mid \u201880s I identified these hierarchies as false & unfair havens from the true \u201cWarriors, come out to play\u201d latchkey kid anarchic crucibles

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TL;DR I wasn\u2019t beaten or raped enough as a child and it\u2019s only gotten worse with age and it\u2019s a debt I\u2019ll never forgive the world for

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