{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "As someone with an eating disorder, yup being crazy did in fact make me thin (and made me cold all the time, constantly weak and...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/165428580408/", "html": "<div class=\"question\"><strong>Anonymous</strong> asked: As someone with an eating disorder, yup being crazy did in fact make me thin (and made me cold all the time, constantly weak and tired, and has broken my brain so for weeks on end I'm unable to eat without feeling sick)</div>\n<p>I grew up in the ana-positive \u201890s and I\u2019ve consciously used things from that scene when I wanted to fast - thinspiration, mantras, weighing yourself repeatedly (I think that worked better as biofeedback than shame)</p>\n\n<p>and I know the feel of that but this acts differently, I think in this case it\u2019s more the overstimulation, no hunger and shivering with the lungs and heart in fight-or-flight oversupplying oxygen</p>"}