{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "Terrified that I'm wasting my life combined with the fact that I can't picture how my ideal version would be different OTHER...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/165346228788/", "html": "<p>Terrified that I&rsquo;m wasting my life combined with the fact that I can&rsquo;t picture how my ideal version would be different OTHER than &ldquo;more people accept me as an authority superseding themselves&rdquo;</p><p>Grapplin&rsquo; with existential terror</p>"}