{"version": "1.0", "type": "rich", "title": "Hey, are there any sort of anxiety-inducing treatments like reverse-Xanax out there? I feel pretty anhedonic and listless at...", "author_name": "kontextmaschine", "author_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "provider_name": "kontextmaschine", "provider_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com", "url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/post/148526068658/", "html": "<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http://drethelin.tumblr.com/post/148525825428\" target=\"_blank\">drethelin</a>:</p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"/post/148525503133/\" target=\"_blank\">kontextmaschine</a>:</p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>Hey, are there any sort of anxiety-inducing treatments like reverse-Xanax out there? I feel pretty anhedonic and listless at baseline, often like I\u2019m operating at maybe 35% capacity but in fight-or-flight response can calmly and indefinitely maintain 160%.</p>\n<p>I\u2019ve tried stimulants, SSRIs and dabbled with MAOIs, but best case scenario I get a box-ticking purposiveness combined with a mania that\u2019s only coincidentally and poorly aligned, nothing works as well as feeling under threat and I\u2019m so comfortable and full of myself that I could really use an external impetus for that<br/></p>\n</blockquote>\n<p>Get you a Gandalf, Bilbo</p>\n</blockquote>\n\n<figure data-orig-width=\"630\" data-orig-height=\"630\" class=\"tmblr-full\"><img data-orig-width=\"630\" data-orig-height=\"630\" src=\"/media/tumblr_inline_obgyue77Iz1qdlop9_540_d05001e134e1.jpg\"/></figure><p>yeah that\u2019s the dream but the gandalfs i run across are all cosplayers<br/></p>", "thumbnail_url": "https://kontextmaschine.com/media/tumblr_inline_obgyue77Iz1qdlop9_540_d05001e134e1.jpg", "thumbnail_width": 540, "thumbnail_height": 540}