drethelin:

kontextmaschine:

Hey, are there any sort of anxiety-inducing treatments like reverse-Xanax out there? I feel pretty anhedonic and listless at baseline, often like I’m operating at maybe 35% capacity but in fight-or-flight response can calmly and indefinitely maintain 160%.

I’ve tried stimulants, SSRIs and dabbled with MAOIs, but best case scenario I get a box-ticking purposiveness combined with a mania that’s only coincidentally and poorly aligned, nothing works as well as feeling under threat and I’m so comfortable and full of myself that I could really use an external impetus for that

Get you a Gandalf, Bilbo

yeah that’s the dream but the gandalfs i run across are all cosplayers