You know decades before WTC firefighters’ memorials or the term “first responders”, Rescue 911 (1989-1996) was largely occupied with a project of re-legitimizing the American state after the ‘70s.
As I feel my belly shrink once again reminded of the weirdness that when you lose weight you really mostly lose it as the carbon that was broken off from other elements for the energy the bond represented and then exhaled as CO2 and not replaced
So someone please tell me I wasn’t the only one who heard they finished Season 1 of the The Last of Us show and was like “well now they can do it again with upgraded weapons”
I’ve gotten better at this since the personality (well sexuality) change because “expression of male sexual desire/pleasure” is now consonant with “a hot time” and not a distraction from
I guess when I picked up dirty talking around the turn of the 2010s was kind of a hack/cope for that
Really does make me wonder about female bisexuality and how that and female vocality in bed might have to do with the internalization of a male gaze
I’m not following you on the final question. How do you mean?
If girls are better screamers/moaners, is it because they’re trying to provide what the culture tells them a sexy time in bed with a woman is supposed to be, an exhibition of female pleasure to be appreciated? If they’re more bi, or at least more free and open with what biness they have, is it because they internalized consumption of female sexuality as the thing we’re all here to participate in?
I’ve gotten better at this since the personality (well sexuality) change because “expression of male sexual desire/pleasure” is now consonant with “a hot time” and not a distraction from
I guess when I picked up dirty talking around the turn of the 2010s was kind of a hack/cope for that
Really does make me wonder about female bisexuality and how that and female vocality in bed might have to do with the internalization of a male gaze
One interesting thing is the anaerobic energy generation creates byproducts that need to be flushed so relying on it for base load generation I have to pee at a pretty regular rate that doesn’t shift much with consumption
Looked at myself head-on wearing a hoodie I’ve had for a decade+ and yeah between the weight loss from the belly and the built up chest I’ve never looked this flat and broad. This is nuts.
Feel bad for getting less than I could done in a day but then I remember I have no deadlines and I’m still making progress.
Well, I need to do the earth ramming for the side ramp while there’s still moisture in the dirt, and planting some cover will be month-dependent but I honestly don’t even know what and I can do that next year at worst, I’ll be here for a while.
Doing weeding after the first rain since a lot of stuff started to sprout, used the soil pulled out to construct a ramp of solid ground back onto Blueberry Hill where I can smash up the remainder
…and fill in with debris from the power line downed branches which I’ve been smashing up against Strawberry Ridge
Seeing more and more people take that path, part of it it lines up a good shot down to a respectable park/elementary school/cut-through to a shady route to walk/bike south, but I can even overhear from their comments walking by that part of it’s just they like the side yard as I’ve made it and prefer to come that way, it makes me feel really proud, I remember moving in when it was a total mess with a worn-muddy path through a field of broadleaf weeds with a tree-of-heaven nest (that it was a right bitch to untangle and cultivator mattock the roots from) and a blackberry bramble hanging from my (then-intact!) fence
But then again I remember – less than a decade ago! – when multiple houses on the block had bars on the windows.
In planning for the future of Karafuto I’m considering the possibility that before it reaches end-life the neighborhood will densify to the extent you at least want wrought-iron fencing if not window bars, that drifter knocking on my bedroom window from the backyard today reimpressed that that there are things that scale of defense is for
Wearing an “anime fans dni” Tshirt to an anime convention and watching people in the crowd be physically blasted back from my energy like I’m parting the red sea
[Silicon Valley] takes care of its own when it suits people’s individual agendas, not when it doesn’t, as is the case most other places, and when you are on the outs that’s that.
When I die, I hope all of Silicon Valley, every last greedy billionaire toad, gets nothing but rotten food and a miserable, wet death
